Pain....

I was browsing through the net... Only to discover a photo. How weird to know, how weird to find that a photo can give you pain. Pain like a knifestab. As it is, I can't even write clearly rite now. What you guys see as a complete passage is actually wriiten with large pauses. Hell, I'm surprised that I'm not breaking down rite now. I can't think clearly rite now. I just hope that I can drive with clarity later. Coz if grief were to cloud my eyes, well, see ya on the other side.

The pain. It stabs. It twists. It rends. It saps the soul. And it is surprising to note that I'm actually lying to myself. I thought I was truthful with myself. What happened just goes to show that I'm not. How I wish that could undo my mistakes. How I wish that I could find my purpose earlier. That I could set my sights on a target earlier. But its too late now. And I'm reaping what I sow earlier. If this is what they call divine retribution, then I guess I deserve it. To think of it, I'm still lucky. This is just a small price. Therefore, I need to change.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... I need to scream..
later... I can't think..

A Sucky Week

Lalala.. Bored out of my mind here.. and with no internet to make up for it... Damn...

Its been a boring week. Add to that the fact that I got an eye infection.. and you've got a whole new mess... zzzz

My eyes was red for quite a few days last week... and is still red actually.. though not so bloodshot as last weeks.. Last week it seemed like I had in my possession the Sharingan Eye of the Uchiha Clan.. Lol... My friends were scared of looking my eye for fear of contracting it... Lolz.. come to think of it, the effect of my eye n the Sharingan eye is quite similar... days of pain... LOL...

lalalala.... Lucky i got my phone... So I can at least blog again like.. Even though only for a short while like this....

Spirit of The Fallen

Signing off...

Day at Beach

Yo. This was yesterday evening at Bagan Nakhoda Omar. Went there to chil out wit d guys

Appreciation For Writers....

I just finished some net surfing.. And I just found out that my favourite author :
Robert Jordan, or his real name James Oliver Rigney Jr. has actually passed away during the year 2007..

Now I was actually quite shocked to learn that.. Very shocked.. You can say that his Wheel of Time Series means to me what Harry Potter Series means to some... A lot... Maybe a lot more even. Given the choice of picking between Harry Potter and The Wheel of Time Series, without a doubt I'd say I pick The Wheel of Time over Harry Potter... That is not to say I dislike Harry Potter.. I like Harry Potter.. But that is just my way of conveying my sense of which stands higher in my regard...

I was quite relieved to learn that another writer would be taking the reins of the Wheel of Time Series... "Why?" You ask?? Simple... The Wheel of Time Series isn't complete yet.. Far from it... As no doubt any avid follower would attest from the storyline... It seems that the new writer was chosen by former author's widow... That would lend some weight to his credibility.. Most widows would like to honour their late husband's or wife's greatest endeavour... As for me, I can't give any comments due to the lack of reading materiel on the new author's writings.. Maybe I'll give his novels a try if he do justice to Robert Jordan's endeavour..

Anyway, I just surfed his blog to check out his take on his newest endeavour... And seriously, I was humbled by the amount of effort expended on books.... Be they writing or publishing... I never thought about the effort needed to put a single book on the bookshelf of a bookstore.. And I doubt most you did either... Seriously, the new author is already burdened with his own books.. And to think that he was nervous of the reactions of fans of the series towards his decision regarding the remaining books.. as for me, this is what I have to say towards him...

BRANDON SANDERSON, REGARDLESS OF OTHER FANS, ONE FAN HERE SUPPORTS YOUR EFFORTS AND THANKS YOU FOR IT....

This series was one of the series that defined my life n reading habits.. This series was the catalyst that helped me develop my speed reading skills, n by extension, my fast typing skills... So having someone complete it, I'd say is as big a boon I could have, especially since I've been waiting for some news about it for quite some time now....

Thats all for now...




Spirit of The Fallen,
signing off....

Hai hai!!!!

Waddup again y'all!!!!
Its me again!

Rite now am at d admin cafe while waiting fo d next class to start... Its at 11.15 am...
Anyway, am tired... last nite slept at 3 am.. ( of course, I actually slept from 6pm and woke up at 10 pm last nite, hehehe)
Slept late coz was finishing assignments.. lalala.. and of course doing a bit of dota-ing... hehehe... of course, now dat I've got my mobile blog feature up n running, next time I've a good picture, I'll upload it to this blog... hehehe.. as the previous post showed..

Cute rite dat gurl? Only have the tendency to pout n throw tantrums.. lalalala..
hehehe...
OUCH.... she just slapped my shoulder.... hehehe....
anyway.... I'm the Abang Long here.. feels weird.... but its a bit of responsibility too... oh well..

Oh well.... maybe next time I'll blog again...
lalala.. and put some cute pictures of d kitty's here....
quite domesticated.. up to a point..



Spirit of The Fallen,
signing off...